all goes...BANG!!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-04-30T15:50:00

2005-04-30T20:20:35Z

Oh My God!! when was the last time i updated this thing..i've neglected this thing! so bad of me! :( so i dunno we need to recap on what has happened? since April fools day! haha

my parents finally put in the central ac in the house..now i wont have too die this summer. In my old house we had..then movin here w/o it here was hell! LITERALLY!! but whatever i'm happy now
:D

haha kinda sad i actually have to look in the calender to remember stuff..(i can remember like that sometimes...SOMETIMES!!)

my April vacation was right i guess..stayed home and did nuttin..oh but i also studied for my nursing class..i had tests that followin monday..but i was pissed off cuz my teacher tells us Monday we have a final to take the next day...i flipped out! what the heck we could of had all last week to study in depth for the final! but it was aright i guess cuz i got a 95 on it! :D so now i get to sit in for the state exam to get my Certified Nurses Aide license on may 25! which i'm soooo happy bout! i already started lookin for jobs.. so i can work for the summer...i applied at the hospital it was more of a push from my teacher cuz she says i'm good at what i do (which means alot) so i passed it in..i hope they call me..i dont wanna work in a nursin home..i like how it is at the hospital..u meet diff ppl all the time and u sometimes do diff things..i like the change! I also have started to call doctor's offices and clinic around the city to see if anybody is hiring CNAs! i wouldn't mind that..i'll actually get more experience id i did that..i've been in a nursing home and i've worked at a hospital (all voluntary from the school) but i mean i've worked long term and acute care..its a varity! looks good on a resume hehe

i've started to study for the SATs takin them may 7! i'm scared cuz now i feel so left behind..i've been slackin! but hopefully i'll do good

ohh i went to a college fair 2 weeks in boston! i had fun..there was a million schools there from all over the place at the expo center. i got to miss a day of school which was even better! lol heres the schools i wanted to see and get more info on...
~~Boston College~~
~~Elms College~~
~~Fitchburg State~~
MA College of Pharmacy and Health Sciences
Northeastern University $$ expensive!
Salem State i dunno
UMASS Boston
UMASS Dartmouth closest 1 to home
~~Worcester State~~
Rhode Island College like alot..i can minor in portuguese if i wanted too!
University of Rhode Island dunno
Seton Hall University (NJ) like it but $$ expensive
~~University at Buffalo State University of New York~~
International University of Nursing in St. Kitts (the Caribbean!) its in the Caribbean! why not love it?

so that's what my list looks like now..and if i dont get into anything i can always go into the LPN program at my school for the CONTINUING EDUCATION program after i graduate. or apply to Bristol Community College. but we'll see..i like RIC a lot i wanna go there that or UMASS dartmouth

OMG my cousin is due to have her baby soon! i wanna see my new lil cousin! we all know its a boy..his name is gonna be Ryan Thomas! i would laugh so hard if the baby ended up being a girl! lol but i hope it was born SOON!!

i think that's all i can write for today..honestly i have to start goin back into this thing.. forget it actually exists!

2005-04-02T04:57:20Z

omg..i really gotta start keepin up w/ this thing...i've just be so lazy to write something on here..and theres plenty to write about!

first of all HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! i think i'm the only idiot outta my friends who celebrates this holiday! its kinda sad! i got my best friend alyssa good TWICE!! lol we weresittin at lunch and we were talkin and i go all of the sudden..

me: oh dave is comin (her bf)
her: where?
me: he's there walkin in the caf
her: where i cant see him?
me: of course u cant! APRIL FOOLS!!

haha it was funny she wanted to kill me and said that it was cruel and unusual! LMAO i thought it was funny! then...
later on around 7ish i called her for another funny prankwhich was so funny i think..well i guess u gotta know the story behind it to understand the prank lol

well her and her bf havin been playin "match maker" so dave has a friend named Dilly aka Nate..to me i dont like the kid..he's really not that talkactive and not all that cute and doesnt seem someone i could click w/! anyways they've been makin me talk to him and shit...alyssa gave my number to dave to give to dilly! but i said to her..i doubt he'll call i bet anything! so then we decided to make a real bet..its kinda stupid lol we're bettin over a bag of chips LMAO sad i know! if he calls by sunday april 3rd till 5:00 ..i lose the bet if he doesnt i win the bet! lmao so heres the prank! lol

i call her up and i was like so whats up and shit...then i said

me: guess who i just got off the phone w/?
her: i dunno are u gonna make me guess?
me: yes now guess who!
her: (starts namin ppl then says...dilly?
me: YUP!
her: really? what happened??
me: nuttin
her: what??
me: he didnt call APRIL FOOLS!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG she hates me now and doesnt want me as a friend cuz she says i mean and thats not funny but she's just mad cuz she fell for the 2 pranks i laid on her! LMAO i love it! oh well she'll get over it! but i thought that was good! what u guys think?? lol

i could write more about my life but i dont feel like it..u guys might see more tomarrow or sunday at the latest! lol byebyez!!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-03-18T20:56:00

2005-03-19T02:27:18Z

so lets see how Suzanna's week went??

i think it went well i guess! i finally found my watch! YAY!! i dont have to buy a new one! which is good.. dont have any money and that one was cute! lol

but i saw a tommyhilfiger one in ¿cosmogirl? which cute..they were pink! but oh well

lol most of the stuff i have to talk about i'm takin from me and my bestest friends IM lol pretty much what i need to say so yea..

todays bus ride home was so freakin funny!
there was these stupid freshmen and they opened up a condom and they started playin w/ it and blowin it up and hittin ppl w/ it! lmao but it was so funny cuz it was lubricated so their lol OMG its smily! then they were all like it smells like coka cola!! lmao omg we were rollin!
stupid freshmen they dont know any better! LMAO

i went to the mall today to get some decent easter clothes for my bro...i'm tellin u...i'm his personal shopper! (i'm everyone's personal shopper right alyssa??) my mom is so like WHOA! she can never find anything..then when it comes to sizes lol she cant find anything..lol then my brother is wicked skinny but tall for his age so we really have a wonderfull time lookin for his size and hope that its not too short on him lol
oh oh i went to debs and the dresses are wicked cute when u look at them in person cost $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ but still my mom didnt even wanna walk in w/ me so i was able to look at them w/ some peace they expanded it..its bigger now..they added plussize but i was upset w/ my mom cuz we really didnt do much shoppin! we went to JCpenny and get leo some nice clothes to wear for easter so i didnt really wasnt happy cuz i couldnt go store to store to store! (yea this was from the IM lol)

so yea...my friend and her boyfriend wanna play match maker! her boyfriend has a friend who's single..i know who he is but i dunno.. i need to have atleast a decent conversation w/ the kid to be able to determine if i like him or not! so i dunno right now!

haha i found this wicked cool recipe to make fortune cookies and i wanna make them so bad!! i will as soon as i come up with wicked funny messages to write in! if anybody gots ideas say something LOL!

i want icecream i bought some today too! and a whole lotta junkfood! hehe (so bad)

i guess thats it for now...i'm gonna go talk to my peeps! byebyez!

oh jeez

2005-03-13T02:47:54Z

this really hasnt been my week..here's how it goes......

i lost my watch...i mean it wasnt that expensive but still it was a cute watch and i lost it somewhere around the house i think! which sucks cuz i lost it monday or tuesday and i kinda need it to take vitals! i hate askin ppl to use their watch...i feel so not responsible! i'm still lookin...i know its around but i dunno..or if not i have to get a new one!

friday morning was a very ruff morning..i forgot to wash one of my uniforms to wear so all morning b4 goin to school i was rushin to get it washed and dried! if someone had givin me a friendly reminder to get it washed the night b4 it wouldnt of been a bad morning! (lol i know something stupid but..i had to talk bout it lol)

lately i've been so pissed off and depressed...just not a happy person! theres been so many things on my mind so its been upsettin me. things rangeing from my parents and their torture to lookin for a decent job to the stupid dickhead!

he's been pissin me off..he's hauntin my dreams again but lately i'm not goin pyscho and wantin to kill him or anything..their just plain weird...most of them are just of him comin over and we're just talkin and talkin about so many things! i dont like it tho! i hate when i have dreams of him..cuz then i think of him durin the day and i hate that so much!

but i love my bestest friend alyssa... she's too funny! last night i was just not a happy person...pissed off and what not and she would say anything stupid to make me smile lol! she started callin me pooky pie! lmao omg! i was like "alyssa I'M NOT DAVE!" lol it was funny then she would send pics of penguins cuz i love them! so yea..i was all happy lol

i got a letter in the mail..from the "National Honor Roll" i was like whoa! me honor roll? wow! i have been keepin up my grades A's and B's..but i dunno..there must be sorta kinda catch behind it! i have been "inducted into the Spring 2005 National Honor Roll" but if theres no catch then cool!! lol

lmao! omg i have to stop knowin ppl...thursday i was at the hospital and i was makin this bed and the lady next to it..asks if i'm portuguese (figured from the name tag) and i was like yea and she was askin questions like where my parents were from and who they were and she was like "i used to work w/ ur mom a long time ago and i remember seein u there u were so small..ur mother left when she had a baby!" i was like WHOA! and she kept goin on askin how my parents were then she asked about the new house cuz she knows ones of my neighbors..i know those same neighbors for as long as i can remeber lol but still..she's supposebly my dad's 2nd cousin i was whoa!! lol
then there was this other lady that i was helpin takin care of and i started speakin portuguese w/ her and she ended up knowin my grandfather back in portugal then the next day her newphew was there i knew him..i see him all the time at my parents friends parties so yea how interestin was that?? lol

i'm start workin on a new layout for my journal..i dunno what i'm really gonna do yet..alyssa said doin something spring or easter i was like ITS STILL SNOWIN!! lol but if anybody gots ideas..let me know :D

now i feel somewhat better than i was when i started typin this entry!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-03-06T14:12:00

2005-03-06T19:29:02Z

jeez..when was the last time i wrote in this thing? my god! lol

so yea what has happened since i got my permit (lol)

haha drivin around w/ my dad..i'm gettin better!! lol we went drivin around my neighorhood yesturday and not even once did my dad pull the E brake on me!!! i was happy! lol last weekend we drove around the same streets and when i did this right turn it was horrible! like i took the how entire street..but for reason it was always that same corner..i dunno so yesturday when i went to make that turn...we had the radio on and my dad turned it down and was almost gettin at the E brake...but HAHAHA! i made the turn!! LOL i was proud of myself..we literally spent and hour up and down thoses streets makin turns lol..the ppl who lived there must of thought i was crazy or something! but it was cool..and the cool thing bout yesturday was my dad started to like have a conversation w/ me while i was drivin! like the past times i drove b4 he would just be quiet and only say something (bad) bout my drivin. it was weird i guess cuz he started to get comfortable about my drivin...it was funny cuz whenever i would take a turn and made it good...i would be like HAHA wasnt that sucha good turn! my dad would laugh! but it was cool...now my dad wont be so uptight while i'm drivin! hehe
my mom refuses to drive w/ me ...so i kept tellin my dad i will get mom to be in the same car as me...i dont care if i have to tie her up and put her in the trunk!
ohh and my lil bro was in the car w/ me cuz we went drivin after he had CCD so he was bored as hell! lol he kept sayin SUSANA can we go home?!? and to tease the butthead..i went down my street and passed by my house 2 times lol...he was so mad! i said well now u know that after dad picks u up at CCD we're goin drivin so bring ur game boy!! lol

anyways

havent talked to the dickhead...except for last ¿friday? he IMed me w/ his new s/n but we didnt have a convo so w/e i dont care! but i thought it was funny cuz he was like "this is my new sn" and i said.. yea hi! how u doin?"" lol but atleast he wanted me to have his new sn! hmm..I KNOW SOONER OR LATER something's gonna happen! but whatever lol

hahahaha...yesturday my dad wanted me to clean out the cars cuz they were a mess..leo eats all the time and leaves his trash...(my dad should of made him clean his own mess) so i vacummed and dusted..washed the outside. well so then i was cleanin out the driver's seat and leo goes in my mom's car and turns up the radio in her car louder than the radio in my dad's car...so i went up and threw snowballs at her car (didnt matter i was gonna wash her car anyway) lol all of the suddened it ended up bein this whole big snowball fight! lol it was funny..i would hide behind my mom's Blazer and gettin him..then my parents were at the living room window and they were knockin at it..and i l ook over and leo throws a big one right at my head! LOL i went to go chase him and i FELL! scrapped my knees and still got up and chased him and pushed him into the snow! LMAO i'm a trooper ...i didnt shed one tear! lol it was too funny! 16 and i still fall like an idiot and scrape my knees!

so yea thats what pretty much has happened! lol friday me and my bestest friend we were singin the FUN song durin lunch! LOL we're such idiots! but it was funny! the freshmen might of thought that we're high or something! but we wanted to sing the FUN song! i mean COME ON..ITS SPONGEBOB! ONCE IN UR LIFE U HAVE TO SING IT! lol

well we'll see the next time i write in this thing...i still need to go comment on u ppls journals sorry i havent..i havent had the will to go to it. but i will I WILL!!!!

lol toodles!

hahah I FINALLY GOT MY PERMIT!! YAY!!

2005-02-23T13:48:33Z

2 MONTHS LATER I GET MY PERMIT!! my parents are so stupid...they give me the money for it for xmas! and NOW they decide to take me!! but whatever I GOT IT!!

lol my first driving experience!!
when we got to mystreet from comin back from the RMV..my dad stopped and asked if i wanted to drive i was like HELL YEAH WHY DO U THINK I GOT MY PERMIT FOR?? so i got behind the wheel..and i argued w/ my dad till he put his seatbelt (he never uses it!) i said..IN THE MANUAL IT SAYS THAT ALL PASSENGERS MUST WEAR THEIR SEATBELT! DADDY YOUR BREAKIN THE LAW!!! lol it was funny! but anyways..i did pretty good until i reached the dead end of the street and i didnt give my self enough room to turn around LOL my dad yelled at me cuz i didnt look behind my shoulder i used the mirrors!! then me being me starts crackin up laughin tryin to make a good turn..my dad pulls the ER brake and was like SUSANA THEY WILL KICK YOU OUT IF U START LAUGHIN LIKE THAT!! then i go DAD ITS MY FIRST TIME WHAT THE HECK?? I'M NOT A GOOD DRIVER YET!! I CANT TURN THIS STUPID CAR AROUND!! lol
but overall i think i did ok..besides the turnin part! lol

when my mom came home from work LOL i was like i got my permit and she stared at me for like a min then says...oh u did?? (i couldnt tell if she was happy..upset..surprized i dunno) YES MaMae!
then she wanted to go to Home Depot and i asked if i could drive..and she said NOT IN MY CAR AND NOT W/ ME IN IT!! lol then i go! BUT MOMMY I'M A GOOD DRIVER!!! then it was time to leave..i head to the garage and i go sit behind the wheel and locked thedoors till she would give in! SHE DIDNT!! LOL but i'll get to let me drive sooner or later!

2005-02-19T15:15:41Z

so yea..its saturday morning 9:51 and i'm awake!! how in the world did i manage this one?? i dunno i dont get it

so anyways...

i havent talked to the dickhead this week..but he was online last nite which i was surprized cuz it was his bday and he was turning 18! shoot

if i was turnin 18 my ass would not be online! i would be...
1. out at the clubs w/ my friends!!
2. gettin my tribal or penguin tattoo or both! lol
3. movin my ass from this hell hole!!

so yea..it was weird tho cuz he barely had his away message on..i think one of them something like.. yo its my birthdayt negros leave a message and i'll get back 2 u lata! or something like that...i know he said negros cuz he's just a stupid shit anyway!then he was fixin up his truck! but he never mentioned anything about his bitch!! i wonder y?? hmm.. could something be going on and maybe be part of the reason why he IMed me last week?!? hmm..
(i have no life and i read his away messages..not just his everyone on my buddy list! lol)

lol i was talkin to my buddy jake online ¿wednesday? well anyways i said to him that i was gonna bake a cake on friday (hint hint dickheads b-day) and eat it all by myself..i said i was gonna frost it and write on the top "I hope you die!" LMAO
i'm sucha bitch i know no need to remind me! i told my best friend alyssa she said i was gay and stupid!! SO WHAT!! i complain all the time i want a big chocolatecake frosted and have pretty flowers on the top to eat ALL BY MYSELF!!!!!! and when i have good excuse to bake a cake..she thinks i'm stupid!! WHATEVER I DONT CARE!

but.. i didnt get to bake a cake lol...my mommy made brownies so yea..there all gone! (i ate em!! lol) now i must weight 300lbs!! lol

anyways...how do u TRY to stop ur best friend from killin someone when u yourself want to throw punches and kick her ass into the ground?? i hate ppl! people cant face the truth but i think its funny 2-3 weeks later they wanna do something bout it! it was funny tho..we were hangin out w/ some of our guy friends and the stupid bitch and her "ppl" are outside the room..of course we head to the door and alyssa.. was like what? had to bring ur bodyguards w/ u?? and i said.. no there here to watch the show..and then alyssa went out into the hall and was pretty much talkin..that she doesnt need to come up to me and say stuff and a whole bunch of stuff..then b4 she could do anything..one of the teachers got in the middle and broke it up! uggh..i was close to help her beat the shit outta her! but whatever..sooner or later we'll get the chance!

12:11pm i just wrote this..i had this on my mind!

everytime we have the fireplace goin..
all i want to do is reach into my purse
get your picture and throw it in the fire..
burn all the memories i have of you.
let go of you.
so i can move on to my life.
so i can stop the dreams i have of you.
stop the feelings i have for you.
I want to be done with you!

tell me what ya think!

layout is so anti-valentines day lol

2005-02-06T17:54:53Z

lol i'm so anti-valentines day! cuz i have nobody and the 1 i do want to be w/ makes me miserable and has some other bitch so yea! and nobody likes me!! :( so i'm all by my lonesome!! :( i'll just spend valentines day BY MYSELF!! lol

i doubt the layout is gonna stay like that for long. but i came up w/ the idea from the icon that i found and have been usin for awhile! so i made the banner! even if u dont agree w/ it..didnt it come out good? lol

<33

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-02-02T20:28:00

2005-02-03T01:53:54Z

i'm so blah 2day! we started workin at the hospital! it is SOOO different than working in a nursing home! theres 9 of us and for some reason our teacher sent 3 of us (including me) to the PCU its where ppl go when they have resipatory problems..heart problems stuff like that! well.. i took care of some 1 w/ oxygen and an IV for the 1st time in my life! i was so afraid to wash her thinkin that i might pull something! its so different from the nursing home..ppl there are stable and not on tubes and stuff and we get them up and they do activities and have formal dinnin and they wear regular clothes its weird. PPL on PCU they stay in bed and wear the hospital gowns and most of them have heart monitors! its a different pace! cuz u something bad could happen really easy. But i'll get used to it!

2marrow i get to spend the day w/ a physical therapist! I wouldnt mind doin that..and the money is pretty good! hehe but u have to be wicked smart and get very high scores on EVERYTHING to get into college for that course!! i think i'll just stick to pediatric nursing! I wanna be the kid's nurse!! hehe

so yea..we pealed wallpaper in the living room! WHAT FUN! its not! lol my mom yelled at me cuz i was slow! i'm freakin tired! i worked too u know! i wasnt out there in the world sittin on my ass all day! lol except for our 2 hour break 2day! lol but besides the fact..i worked hard! but w/e i dont care!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-29T22:57:00

2005-01-30T04:37:23Z

i'm so pissed off!! i think is is probably the first time in a long time that i'm gonna sit here and talk about the asshole! my ex!

uggh!

lately its been weird i've been gettin weird dreams bout him but like really psycho dreams of me wanting to kill him and stuff!! and its so not me! i wake up and i'm like wtf?? and i dunno its been weird..every nite its either a continution from the night b4! its weird if its not that its him callin me or him comin over and i'm flippin out on him and i find a way to beat him up or kill him! it makes me psycho!

another thing thats been weird is that like ppl i used to talk to or be friends w/ all of the sudden i've seen them around or i've talked to... like this friend i had way back when she's the type that wll be all nice and friends to ur face but then talk shit and backstab u when ur not lookin! well anyways..he dated her..let me rephrase this...he used her to make this other girl jealous! well i saw her at the orthodontist when i was gettin my braces tighten and i hadnt seen her since i dunno for 2-3 years and she mentioned him and it pissed me off!

or this other friend..she tried to mess things up w/ me and him when we were together 2 years ago... all of the sudden she started to talk to me and mentioned him! wtf??

my best friend says that if i talk to him it might end these stupid dreams and confrontations w/ppl! but i refuse to talk to him! i havent i like 4 months in a half ever since he found him a new gf! and has ignored me! i refuse to have any communication w/ the kid! but i have to..but i'm just scared that if i do...i'm gonna turn into the big bitch who complains! but i dunno i just had to get it off my mind which i doubt will... i bet u i will have another psycho dream bout him!

finally!!

2005-01-27T22:30:05Z

i finally resolved my layout issue!! i went onto absolut_layouts and got an pre-made one and changed things to what i wanted them to be! i'm happy w/ it but i'm tryin to figure out why i cant get the links for my entries friends and userinfo..i wonder why?? i see the things in the overrides but i dunno?!?

so yea i hate school! how stupid was this??
monday no school
tuesday school
wednesday no school
today school

every other day??? what the heck? i hate this!! i hate walkin home in the snow cuz they barely plow the street i live on! i think theres still an inch left in front of my house..and then theres patches where u can see the black top but other than that theres still an inch!! but oh well

alyssa is makin me watch The OC tonight so i have to...i've seen it like these past 2 weeks but i'm watchin it while online so i dont have my full attention on it...but 2nite she said that i MUST watch it w/ full attention so she could have someone to talk about it OKAY!! lol
she's lucky i didnt sue her for abusing of a best friend!! the stupid bitch kicked me so i pushed her into a corner! lol it was funny lol yea we beat each other up all the time! we have a good laugh tho lol!!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-25T17:55:00

2005-01-25T23:19:35Z

i'm so mad right now...cuz i made a request for a layout at layout_zone! someone there said they would do it for me! ok fine..i got back to look at my post and it was deleted or "missin" i dunno but i'm mad cuz all i want is my layout done and for someone to do it for me cuz i have no clue what to do! i'm so stupid when it comes to stuff like that...i just a pretty layout thats it! but if someone could help me out or something that would be awesome! i dont ask for much but all i want is my layout!!

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donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-24T16:30:00

2005-01-24T22:09:59Z

yay!! no school 2day!! :D

which it was good cuz i was sick all yesturday!! and today gave me another day to get better. i caught was goin around the nursing home!! the "not sure what end it's gonna come out of" disease so yea IT SUCKS!! i hate being sick cuz most times i refuse treatment! and my mom was no so nice to me yesturday! she came into my room and pulled the covers off me and told me to get up and eat! I HAD JUST FINISHED THROWING UP AND U WANT ME TO EAT?!? are u out of ur mind??? and then she tried to grab my legs and pull me out of bed so i kicked her!! there was no way in hell were u gonna get me out of bed and eat! my mom called me a bitch! THANKS MA! LOVE U 2! make me feel like shit as it is!! then my dad came into my room 2 times to go eat but that was like an 1 or 2 hours later! but then i bitched! "happy i ate!!" my mom once again said i'm a bitch cuz i dont have to give her an attitude! i dont give a fuck!!!! i'm sick and the last thing on my mind is food!! 10 min later i threw up! hmmm....

i always hate being sick cuz most times my parents are mean to me and force me to take meds! i'll take em if i want! i rather die then still live under their roof! or then theres times they think i fake being sick!!
yea cuz i'm a stupid idiot who forces my finger down my throat and throw up and take laxatives so i could poop?? i hate stayin home as it is! do u really think i would wanna be home?? NO!!!

so yea that's my pathetic life!! i had to get that off my mind!! theres just days that i just hate livin here! i wish i was 18 or whatever able to live on my own! cuz most days i'm not completely happy w/ how things are! ooh well

HaHaHa i <3 the nursing home!!

2005-01-18T22:53:28Z

i had an awesome day at the nursing home!!

lol some of the stuff that the residents say are way too funny!!

we have some ppl there who speak portuguese well atleast we have alot of ppl on my floor that speak portuguese! and i'm the only 1 out of my 9 classmates who can speak portuguese!!
(most times i have to stop what i'm doin to translate to the other girls which SUCKS!!)
but anyways thats ~~not my story~~ i'm tryin to tell.. lol

so anyways...there was 1 resident she was so funny all of the sudden she yells (in portuguese) POLICE! POLICE! POLICE!! THERE'S ROBBERS!!! me and the other CNA's who speak portuguese started of bustin out laughin!! it was so funny!!
*then when we were out in the hallway...that same lady and this other guy they were talkin and the guy said to the lady...OH THE POLICE ARE GONNA TAKE YOU TO JAIL FOR BEING AN OLD LADY!! LMAO!! tryin to translate was hard cuz i couldnt help but laugh! it was so funny the way he said it! lol
*then there was this other lady..i think she's new cuz i havent seen her there b4! (alot happens in 2 weeks!) she was tryin to get out of her wheelchair! but she has a belt strapped cuz she's a fall risk..so she kept tryin to get someones attention to get her out..
so what she do?? TAKES OFF HER SHIRT!!!! she it TWICE!! we were burstin out laughin!!

so yea i had a good day!!

lol!! my mom was so funny...she came onto my computer and she saw my desktop background was a picture of Carmine Gotti (i <3 him!) lol she was like oh who's this ur ¿boyfriend? i was like yea i wish!! lol she was like oh i thought it was some boy from school! i was like yea right there's NO LEGIT GUYS in taunton!! lol i thought it was funny!!

lol

its just me lol
oohh this is my cute hoodie i bought yesturday at weathervane i think its cute lol
this is my message board thingy i have in my room i finally made it look pretty! i have tom brady QB from the Patriots! if i had a pic of Carmine i would of added it on but i dont :(
this is the messyest my room ever gets! cuz my mom is a clean freak and she would yell at u till u got it straighten out!! lol i love my sheets their leopard print!! :D i'm sucha dork!!

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-17T12:30:00

2005-01-17T17:49:44Z

hello my peoples!!

i just wanna start off sayin..THE PATRIOTS WON YESTURDAY'S PLAYOFF GAME!! :D i love football!lol leo took pics of me while watchin the game!! lol i think their funny!! lol

me all excited..must be some touchdown or something i dunno lol

i was singin i dunno what but i was!! lmao

me just watchin the game!! lol

LMAO!!! i dunno what happened but i was excited bout something lol!!

so anyways!!

no school 2day!! woot woot!! lets see what ive done so far...
1.woke up
2. ate brownies
3. watched ER (love that show!)
4. my dad yelled at me cuz i barely did nothing 2day lol
5. made leo a sandwich!!
6. came online!! :D

lol this is gonna sad stupid but the only song i've been playin over and over is Frankie J- Obession!! i love it!! i dunno y! but listen to it!! lol

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i've deleted some ppl...some of u guys dont comment on my journal...are never updatin..or have borin journals! so if u didnt make the cut..sorry thats how it goes I dont look for quanity of friends i look for qualitiy!! if u dont like it then 2bad!

i have nuttin more to say!! lol

if any1 wanna chat w/ me IM me: SuZaNNaX143 i'm bored as hell!!

when was the last time i was here??

2005-01-12T23:41:37Z

jeez!! these past 5 days have been hell!! i went mentally insanse not bein able on my computer!! i was grounded for no reason!! i think leo might have done something and then blamed it on me!! stupid idiot!! so yea i got kicked off the computer for 5 days!! but now i'm back!! :D lol

WEDNESDAYS ARE NICE SHIRT DAY!!! LMAO!
some kids from my school posted all over the school that wednesdays are nice shirt day! lol but it was more towards the boys!! so yea oh course me and my friends wanted to be part of the fun!! i had everything planned out..
nice plaid skirt that goes right below the knees..
my knee high boots with the soletto heel..
the cute sweater that i bought w/ the skirt a while ago!

but then it snowed last night so yea i wasnt goin to school in a skirt! so my plan was to changed when i got there! well so yea i went to the gym get changed..my friend says .."u look like a hooker!!" which i did not!!!!! COME ON!! a the skirt length was right below the knee then i had my boots ! i wasnt showin skin!! and so i was like fine! walked back and changed! i probably wouldnt of lasted anyway! i still looked cute w/ the sweater and black pants!
for some reason i cant go to school in a skirt no matter the length! i dont feel comfortable! parties and stuff i never wear pants it always a skirt or a dress! lol its kinda sad cuz i have tons of skirts and dresses! like i think i have atleast 4 summer dresses (wicked cute!)probably like 5-6 dresses maybe like 10 skirts! my mom says to me all the time! u have so many nice skirts and dresses how come u dont wear them to school?? I DONT FEEL COMFY! lol
how ridiculous!!! i'm talkin about what i wear and shit!! shows i have no life!! lol!!

well i g2g do something i dunno yet!

i cant help but listen to spanish music! thats all i hear half the time i cant help it!! lol (random thought)

byebyez

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-07T21:28:00

2005-01-08T02:59:31Z

hola mi amigos!! haha

so yea we had no school yesturday!! but at first they announced it as a 2hr delay!! which i was so pissed about!! i was like wtf?? taunton public schools are closed how come ours isnt! i mean the school itself is in..um..i dunno..TAUNTON!!!!! and then u had
berkley closed
bridgewater
raynham!
middleboro had a delay!!
but by 8 something they closed my school down! good i didnt feel like goin to the nursing home anyway! but then....

2day when we went back to school..we get the bad news that we are not goin to the nursing home!! i was upset! i finally wanted to go and we're not goin cuz mrs.thompson was sick and didnt come in!! :( so this is what we did all day..ready for this??
*medical terminology!* its no fun!! its like learnin a new language!! it sucks!!
*read 2 Current Health magazines and write about articles!* the articles ms.silveria (i hate her so much!) made us write about uggh! there were better articles to write about!
*watch a movie on Self Image!* it was cool..it talked about how girls get the image of havin to bein thin cuz thats what they see in celebrities and stuff! then they did a photo shoot then digital fix all the pics they took!

so that was my boring day!

i came home talked on the phone w/ alyssa! like i do every day but we were on the phone for like i dunno almost of a total of 3 hrs!!! i didnt see her at school i went to school late and the butthead had to cut someone's hair at lunchtime so she wasnt at lunch! so i had no1 to talk 2! i mean theres the girls from nursing but..i dont talk to them much! most of them are </u>backstabbers</u> and 2faced!!

so yea its like that! i'm boring life!! until next time

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-05T20:56:00

2005-01-06T02:00:22Z

"Ask me 4 questions.
Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal and
you have to answer the questions that are asked to you."

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-05T18:44:00

2005-01-06T00:20:08Z

ITS SNOWING!!!!

i hope they cancel school!
but my teacher said..if..IF we do have school there might be chance that we might not go to the nursing home but to come in uniform!!
aright captian mrs.thompson!! LMAO i luvs her..except for the other teacher..i wanna take a stethoscope and choke her if she calls me ~~SUE~~ once more!!!! it drives me nuts!!!!!!!!

i have to stop eatin wheat thins!! i'm eating my 4th snack pack thingy!! i love em! but i have to stop eating them!!!

lol u know who's hot..my next door neighbor..i havent seen him in a while and i saw him 2day when i was walkin back from school! LMAO

story time!i think it was right after i got my camera my friend alyssa who thinks he's cute 2..was like ohh why dont u take a picture of my boyfriend?? and i said oh no i would never do it! lol i so wanted to as soon as i got home cuz he was outside talkin w/ the other kid from across the street but he's not cute but then my mom called so i had to run and pick up the phone and when i came back to the window he went byebyez!! i was so upset!! he's so fuckin hot!..one time i saw him washin his car durin the summer with his shirt off!! OH JEEZ!! what a nice thing to see!!! LMAO

but anyways..all i want is a picture! (now u guys think i'm a stalker or something!! NOT EVEN CLOSE!!!)

i mean COME ON!!! wouldnt u want a pic of someone u thought was cute??
all of u readin this better comment and agree w/ me!!! hehe

but i took other pics!! of me!!! if u would like to view my photographs...but i'm warning u!!..it may cause blindness!! lol

this is me...yes yall love my sexy uniform!! LMAO yea right!!
me in uniform of course

donttalk2bumz @ 2005-01-03T19:44:00

2005-01-04T01:32:45Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! FELIZ ANO NOVO!!!

so lets see if i..me..suzanna..started on the right foot into 2005!!

hmm...got drunk on new years!
went to bed at...i dunno when!
i remember my friend called me at midnight or whatever and we had a conversation...but i dunno of what!!
woke up at like around ¿11?..had a MASSIVE headache...hangover!!
so yea started at the right foot?? how about tryin to keep a good balance and stand on my own 2 feet!! (i have 2 right?? LMAO) but other than that i had a good new years! we went to la salette later on that night it was so cool..its the same like every year but still i had fun! and totally forgot to bring my camera w/ me! (stupid me!!) i wanted to take pics!! but oh well..theres always next year!!

any ways!!

so yea went ~~back to school~~ today..i actually woke up this morning..but also i probably got ~~2 hours~~ of sleep at the max! i dunno why i couldnt fall asleep! but i'll live!

shop was boring today..i HATE mondays of nursing cuz we dont go out to the nursing home..so we have to do ~~book work~~ and listen to LONG BORING LECTURES!!! today's topics was surgery and wound care!! how great??

we're gonna start going to the hospital jan.31! i'm gonna miss the nursing home but also it gets boring! it was the same thing every single day! i dont mind changes! the hospital would be fun..u'd see more severe cases than what u usually would see at the nursing home! so it would be different!

lol my bro fell down the stairs 2day (down 6 steps!!) and he hurt his elbow and his hip..lol my dad was all tryin to ¿examine? him i was like HEY HEY HEY!! who's the nurse around here?!? huh who?? lol my dad was all like excuse me senhora enfermeira!! lmao its funny when he speaks english then goes to portuguese!! thats how we speak in this house its portuglish! LMAO good stuff! lol

hahahaha!! the other day was so funny!! i was talkin to my best friends lil sister online and we had the funniest convo!! lol we were stayin stupid shit! and then we were talkin and i said something like oh i'm not stupid or whatever and she was like i dont think ur stupid and i was like oh i have to announce it to the whole world lol

then my message said: kayla thinks i'm not stupid!!!!

then she wrote: hey everyone i dont think suzannas stupied!!!

we were dorks and we kept putin the messages on then off lol!!

then to add more stuff to mine.... kayla thinks i'm not stupid!!!!
yea me! she thinks i'm not stupid!!! yea did u hear?? kayla!! thinks!! i'm!! not!! STUPID!! LMAO!

then she said....hey everyone i dont think suzannas stupied!!!
and i will keep saying it!!hehehe!!no i dont think u are stupied !!! i am the stupied one!!!hehehe!!!not realy but kinda!!!hehehe!!!LMAO!!

then i was so random and said i was gonna do the chicken dance!! LMAO (u can tell we both have no lives! like now! i have no life so i'm talkin about it! lol)

then i said..kayla thinks i'm not stupid!!!!
yea me! she thinks i'm not stupid!!! yea did u hear?? kayla!! thinks!! i'm!! not!! STUPID!! LMAO! i'm gonna do the chicken dance!!!
then her....hey everyone i dont think suzannas stupied!!!
and i will keep saying it!!hehehe!!no i dont think u are stupied !!! i am the stupied one!!!hehehe!!!not realy but kinda!!!hehehe!!!LMAO!!I WILL DO THE CHICKEN DANCE WITH U!!YE HAAAA!!!

then she wrote....hey everyone i dont think suzannas stupied!!!
and i will keep saying it!!hehehe!!no i dont think u are stupied !!! i am the stupied one!!!hehehe!!!not realy but kinda!!!hehehe!!!LMAO!!I WILL DO THE CHICKEN DANCE WITH U!!YE HAAAA!!! I AM GOING TO DO THE CHICKEN DANCE WIT SUZANNA IF U WONT TO TOO COME ONE DOWN WHEN SUZANNA IS DRUNK!!WICH IS NOW COME ON DOWN!!

then i wrote...kayla thinks i'm not stupid!!!!
yea me! she thinks i'm not stupid!!! yea did u hear?? kayla!! thinks!! i'm!! not!! STUPID!! LMAO! i'm gonna do the chicken dance!!! KAYLA DANCE W/ ME!! DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN!! LMAO!!

then her...hey everyone i dont think suzannas stupied!!!
and i will keep saying it!!hehehe!!no i dont think u are stupied !!! i am the stupied one!!!hehehe!!!not realy but kinda!!!hehehe!!!LMAO!!I WILL DO THE CHICKEN DANCE WITH U!!YE HAAAA!!! I AM GOING TO DO THE CHICKEN DANCE WIT SUZANNA IF U WONT TO TOO COME ONE DOWN WHEN SUZANNA IS DRUNK!!WICH IS NOW COME ON DOWN!!OK I WILL DANCE WITH U !!! DUN DUN DUN DUN!!!BUT U ARE THE CHICKEN AND I DO THE DANCE!!dun dun dun !!!yeeeeeeehaaaaaa!!

lmao!! it was too funny!! but thats what happens when u have no life!!! lol

donttalk2bumz @ 2004-12-31T17:05:00

2004-12-31T22:36:48Z

Hey!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! hope every1 had a wicked good new years!! and if u get drunk!! ur my new best friend! LMAO!! so yea i'm bored and i went to fill this thing that stole from blazinkitten15! so hope u have funn readin it!!

What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? sounds sad but start helpin out more around the house before i would be a lazy bum and not have to do anything cuz my parents would do everything for us so yea that was different this year

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? yea right! 1 of them was to lose weight which yea i lost some weight its not to goal but i did some what work on it lol! last november or december i started to talk to my ex so i was kinda hopin thta things between us would be better and we'd be back together

Did anyone close to you give birth? no..just my cousin gettin pregnant durin the summer

Did anyone close to you die? no1 close...just distance relatives

What countries did you visit? none this year..we usually go to canada every year but with the move we didnt this year :(

What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? lol a job!! looked and applied! i got called back from 1 but it was at a bad time..a week before i was movin! no thanks! and plus it was only for like a month so i didnt take it

What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? probably May 17th when we saw the house and put an offer on it.. and July 30 the day we started to move in

What was your biggest achievement of the year? GOOD GRADES! for the 1st time in my life i got A's in math! i WAS horrible in math and finally all these years i did awesome! so yea i was so proud of myself :D

What was your biggest failure? i dunno..i dont think i did anything this year that was a failure

Did you suffer illness or injury? i started to have problems w/ my right knee so yea that sucks! the doctor made me buy a kneebrace (which i put on once in a blue moon i hate it cuz it makes me itch!!) and do knee exercises and if i dont get better i might have to start goin to a chiropractor :(

What was the best thing you bought? probably my bed spread its bright PINK!! lol its from tommy hilfger i love it and its comfy!! :D

Whose behavior merited celebration? i dunno

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? my ex that i was tryin to get back w/ this year..we were talkin and stuff and pretty much since he got his license he found himself a gf! so yea i was pissed! pretty much made me feel like shit for like a week then was over it!! i started to think that i could of been like his bitch on the side till he found something better comin along! :( but oh well lol..i tell my friends that i consider him president of the dickhead club!! lol yea i'm just maybe a lil bitty bitter lol!

Where did most of your money go? purses!! and its sad i bought like 4 different 1s this year! and they were not even designer bags or anything they were cute 1s i saw i debs or claires or at aeropostale i'm such a losa!!

What did you get really, really, really excited about? when i got my bigitalcamera for xmas!! of man i was so happy to get i was beggin for it for a very very long time!

What song will always remind you of 2004?
oh jeez i have tons!!
Pitbull: 'Culo' lol i remember in the car w/ my dad and he heard this song and he was like u know what their talkin about right?? LMAO
N.O.R.E.: 'Oye Mi Canto' i love this song especially the beat to it!
Cassidy: 'Get No Better'
Kevin Lyttle: 'Turn Me On' this songs hot! except i had no1 to sing it 2 lol!
Terror Squad: 'Lean Back' this song was big! and every 1 was leanin back at all the parties w/ a dj!! lol
Ludacris: 'Get Back' i love ludacris! and i love this song!
Black Eyed Peas: 'Let's Get it Started'
Britney Spears: 'My Prerogative' i like the words to the song...it made me feel like i had my power to do anything!!
Kelly Clarkson: 'Since U Been Gone' ooohhh this has to be my all time fave of the year cuz of all the bullsh** i had to deal w/ this year and it made me feel better when things were over!! its like my athem!! LMAO!!

Compared to this time last year, are you...
happier or sadder? happier
thinner or fatter? a lil thinner
Richer or poorer? richer i guess

What do you wish you'd done more of? i dunno probably exercise a lil bit more than what i usually do which is barely anything!! lol

What do you wish you'd done less of? oh jeez...probably when i'm upset over something had nothin to do w/ my family flip out on them!! lol

How will you be spending New Year's Eve? stayin home w/ my family!! wish i was out w/ some friends or something like a party or be at times square and watch the ball drop! that would be awesome!! but i'll watch it on TV :(

Did you fall in love in 2004? no i didnt which i guess was a good thing!

How many onenightstands: none! i'll stick to being a virgin

What was your favorite TV program? growing up gotti!! man those gotti boys r hott!! room raiders....real world!

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yea my ex lol..and the sad thing was last new years eve me and him were online all night talkin too!! so this year its a lil depressin!

What was the best book you read? Point Blank..i forget the author but it was wicked good it was similar to what happened at columbine..but i liked it cuz they would switch every other chapter on like the ppl who were at the school and then the other chapter it would like how they were like before things happened..i liked it! all thanks to my friend sandra who let me borrow the book!!

What was your greatest musical discovery? i dunno

What did you want and get? my digitalcamera that i've wanted! i got a pretty whitegoldnecklace that i wanted to..i got that for my bday

What was your favorite film of this year? gothica! i love it!!

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i was 16 and on the day it was on a thursday so i had just moved into my house so i was unpackin cleanin and the best thing ever..i found my mom's and dad's love letters so that was awesome! my mom told me that i would never find them in a million years but i found them and she dont know bout it lol!! and then the sunday i had my party which was fun..i met my next door neighbor too while me and my friend alyssa went for a walk cuz we needed to get out too crowded ! lol me and her were happy to meet him..he was wicked nice and very cute!! lol alyssa was so funny too right after we met him she was like i think i just found my future boyfriend!! i'm comin over more often lmao!! she came over the day after LMAO!! it was a cool bday

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? i think if things between me and my ex had been better than what they were because we talked pretty much from decemeber of 2003 to like september of this year..i felt like i was wastin my time but i had my hopes on things workin when they didnt so i think it would of been satisfyin if either things did work out or if things were cut down short and move on the different things and ppl

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i dunno pretty much cute shirts or hoodies and black dressy pants ( i have like 5 pairs of! lmao) i love black! lol

What kept you sane? music to ignore things around the house especially when i was packin to move it would keep me inline and not sad! online so i could zone out of things goin on around me sleep to relax cuz i needed to wicked bad there where plenty of days that i'd just crash! and needed to end the day

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? i like tons of ppl i cant just name 1

What political issue stirred you the most? uggh the election!! i'm pissed off w/ bush comin for another term. but also if kerry was elected it might of sucked 2..this time it sucked!!

Who did you miss? my ex..cuz i miss talkin to him..i havent since sept.

Who were the best new people you met? probably kim..she's my shoppin buddy! lol

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: love hurts!!

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

How come I never hear u say
I just wanna be with u?
I guess u never felt that way

But since u've been gone
I can breathe for the first time!!
Im so movin on!
Thanks to u
Now I get, what I want!!!! Kelly Clarkson-since you been gone!!!!

donttalk2bumz @ 2004-12-28T19:29:00

2004-12-29T00:54:38Z

lalalala yea i'm bored..well i'm watchin selena! my fave movie! u know i wonder what it would be like if she was still alive..she was an AMAZING singer! i remember when she died to. i'm remember watchin the spanish channel and my mom was all upset cuz we love her. but..what can u do?

i heard the most saddest thing this week..one of my mom's cousins daughter in canada is sick w/ cancer! she's 18. omg i was sad..i could NEVER imagen what they r goin threw up there..uggh 18..she just graduated and startin her life and now she has to spend atleast a year in the hospital gettin treatment. its sad. and there was something i realized my mom's family has been bad w/ cancer. that girls grandparents died w/ cancer. my mom has a cousin who's already on his death bed. she had other cousins who have cancer too! who's next? i'm tellin u i get scared everytime i go to the doctor. and especially lately since i've been havin probs w/ my knee and back..i start thinkin crazy things that i might be sick or something..it freaks me out! cancer freaks me out the most!

lol today i was updatin my aol profile lmao ok i have to admit..i like to drink..i'm not gonna lie..i'm not an alcoholic or anything but i like to drink lol..and especially w/ new years comin up ohh jeez! so yea i wanna have a good time

MY BROTHER SHUT OFF THE TV!! I WAS WATCHIN SELENA!! OH HE'S GONNA GET IT!! lol

but anyways this is what my profile looks like lol

Happy New Year!!!

name: Suzanna
loc: pasted out on the floor
sexx: lil girl
age:under-aged drinker!
statz: drunk
quote: pass the bottle over here!!!

theres ppl skiing down the street!!
my new obession: my digital camera! :D smile!

hahaha! i crack myself up!! lol

oh oh oh 2day i was dancin on top of the coffee table lol leo took pics!

yea its sad but hey i gotta live a lil...right? lol

donttalk2bumz @ 2004-12-26T17:52:00

2004-12-26T23:14:27Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

hahaha i got my DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!!!! yes i'm so happy!! :D omg wanna know a sad thing...i've gone threw 2 sets of batteries!! and i'm half way my 3rd set!! LMAO!! i dunno how many pics i've taken! its sad!!

so yea this is what i asked for...

*~~more charms for my bracelet~~
*DIGITAL CAMERA my mommy and daddy got it for me!!
*~~anything useful for my room~~
*~~anything patriots~~ (my boyz!)
*~~a phone~~
*~~a boyfriend (plz??) prom date maybe?? (lol)~~ YEA RITE!
*anything penguins i got glass penguins my friend alyssa got it for me! their so cute!!!
*a doggie their slippers!! lol wicked cute!
*~~a 2005 lincoln navigator~~ yea rite!!
*anything dunkin donuts..med french vanilla iced coffee xtra cream xtra suger melted (LMAO) my dad got us coffee's hehe!
*~~bigger boobs~~ (lmao!)
*MY PERMIT!! MY PARENTS GAVE ME THE MONEY TO GET IT!!
*~~a guy catalog~~
*fuzzyslippers THEIR PINK!! my serect santa got them for me!
*~~million $$~~
*~~ludacris' new cd~~
*~~anything spongebob~~
*cute thongs 4 pairs! lol
*~~more clothes~~

i also got....
a carebear Laugh-a-lot!
candles
a cute ornament its a lil birdie
a lil stuffed monkey!

so yea it was a cool xmas

lol u guys should of seen my brother..he asked for a game boy advanced LMAO he didnt think he was gettin it...but omg when he opened the package LMAO he was jumpin up and down then starts cryin!! OMG I LOVE YOU MOMMY I LOVE YOU!!! it was so funny!!
i was so caught off guard when i opened my digicam 2! i so didnt think it was gonna get it...i was so happy! i kept huggin my parents!! lol

me and my bro
my eye! lol
me
me
leo's sock!
my justbelieve bracelet
my dad pourin my coffee lol!
leo
my leg..my "hi loser" happy bunny pjs!1
me w/ my eyes closed!
me w/ my eyes crossed (well almost lol)
me

i have more somewhere!!

i'm so ugly!! ur blinded by my uglyness!!

comment if u love me!

hahaha!

2004-12-16T00:43:25Z

1st thing i gotta say!! oh my!! what an awesome day i had at the nursing home!!

HOT GUYZ WORKIN 2DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

they were wiring something i dunno! but ohh jeez HOT GUYZ!!!!! we were drooling! lmao like when we went for our break can we have break at the nurses station?? (where they were workin!) lol we're all dorks i know!
me and a few other girls were debating on out way to lunch if one of the hot guyz was portuguese or italian! and of course i went w/ him bein portugee! he was load w/ portugee gold!! he has to be!! oh man tho...he took his shirt off and had his wife beater on!!! OH MY!! i love his tribal band on his arm! and his arms r like WHOA!! he was so hot!! nuttin more to say! lol when were doin our paper work at the nurses station we were all starrin at his butt! man!! doesnt he fill the jeans just rite!! lol its pathetic!! lmao

yea my stupid instructor has been pissin me off as usually! still callin me ~~sue~~!! and some how my friend who i've been helpin this week has caught on callin me ~~sue~~!!! oh ali i'll kill u!!! it drives me nuts!! Y MUST U TORTURE ME??

i finally found the JUSTBELIEVE bracelet that supports Tay Sachs disease it messes up the central nervous system in kids when their born and they most dont live till their 5-6!.. so i had to buy 1 ..whenever it comes to things w/ kids i need to donate! i barely have any money but i just have to! i love kids! main reason why i wanna be a nurse...to work in neonatal..premature infants or in pediatrics!!
i also wanna get the pinkbracelet for breast cancer..one of my dad's second cousins pasted away in august w/ breast cancer..so of course i wanna support that...just its hard to find them..i dont wanna order a package of 10 i just wanna buy 1 for myself!
i think its kinda pathetic on how some ppl i know wanna buy the LIVESTRONG bracelets or anyother bracelets like it just cuz its cool and stuff...well yea they have cute colors but they were made for a reason to support a cancer and disease foundations w/ ppl who are sick! not for some ~~fashion statement~~!
hey its mine opinion take it or leave i dont care.. to me i just wanna support the people who are sick cuz thats just who i am. some ppl arent as lucky as most of us r.

so thats all i gots to say for 2day!

look back into my other entries!! i love the 1 i wrote yesturday good shit! lmao! besides the teacher shit!

make me feel special! comment i want 10 comments (which i doubt highly!)

oohh jeez havent updated in a while!

2004-12-14T23:00:22Z

yea so when was the last time i updated this thing??? lol

i have so much good shit to tell lol i have to go back to last week! lol

so last tuesday? i think..i dunno it was whenever last week i had a day off from skool..
me and my friend were on the phone most of the day talkin and watchin tv! (dawsons creek) i love the show..its sad that i started gettin into years after they stopped shootin the show! lol my friend alyssa was like we have to buy all the seasons and have a dawsons creek party and watch them lmao!!! dorks i know..main reason y we're friends lol!
so then later on we were watchin comedy central lmao!!! half the shit ~~wasnt even funny~~ nor did it make sense! but there was so funny shit lol
there was this guy who was gay and he was tellin bout things that have happened to him and his "bf"!
like 1 time him and his bf and his parents went on some trip and the mother was introducing them or whatever and when she got to the boyfriend she said so this is my son's umm..um...umm... (lmao!) and then said boyfriend.
he said he couldnt call him his partner cuz it would sound like they worked in a law firm..he couldnt called him his compainion cuz it would sound like his dog! lmao
he also said something bout when his dad asked him....so what do u two DO??? he says well dad everything u want mom to do and doesnt...THATS what we DO!! (LMAO!!!!!) omg tho! after that i would always ask alyssa "so what is it that you DO??" lmao!
he also said something bout some kid asked him somehting like..
"if homosexuals cant reproduce..why are there so many of them??" LMAO!!!!!! we were rollin!! lol the day after durin lunch alyssa asked this kid joe OMG his face was priceless!! he just was in total shocked and he didnt say anything he just turned away and head the other way! omg lol!

so yea we finally put up the xmas lights! not to say anything bout my house cuz its mine or anything but my house is more prettier!! and colorfull! i've only lived on this street for 4 months and the street is 6 times bigger than my old street and even there we were the only house out of 7 that decorated the house! but on this street ppl have either a wreath on there door or 1 or 2 reindeer and thats it!
we have
reindeer
santa claus
presents
colorfull lights every where! lol but oh well!

*sunday* we had to go to a xmas party for the portuguese skool at the sports club that i used to take classes at and my brother still takes classes at..so yea me and my friend we were there and her mom is in charge of the thing..so yea we're in the hall and there wasnt a bartender to give out the sodas for the ppl to drink..so my friend comes up to me and says hey my mom wants us to give out the soda at the bar..so yea i went to go help!! lmao we had so much fun! we might have done some ~~illegal~~ stuff but whatever (LMAO) some guy said we should of had a tips cup..lol wouldnt of been bad but also the club was givin out free soda! but oh well..my friend wanted to ~~steal~~ the sheet w/ all the drinks and how to make them! lol it would of been cool later on we could have out own lil party! but i had fun as a bartender!
hey if nursing dont work out i gots something to fall back on LMAO!!!

*today*was the worsest day of my life at the nursing home! i ~~love~~ how i get every single piece of info i need for the patient i was takin care of for the first time!! i was pissed i didnt know the lady had dentures! i mean i didnt mind it but i would of liked to be informed a bit! and plus i was sure if i was gonna do anything to take care of her feet cuz she was a diabetic!!! uggh i was pissed off w/ my instructer!!

IT GETS WORSE!

she kept checkin in on me to make sure i was doin ok and plus she keeps callin me ~~sue~~ MY NAME IS FUCKIN SUSANA! GET IT RIGHT!! i hate bein called ~~sue~~! susie i might let it slide cuz a couple call me susie! but ~~sue~~ irritates me!!!

EVEN WORSE!!

i was helpin one of my friends w/ a patient..i started to get a wicked bad headache so bad that i started to sweat alot and i needed fresh air and needed to sit down for a min..my teacher saw me uggh!! i sat down for a min i got up OH NO NO NO SIT DOWN UR NOT READY TO GO BACK TO WORK!! i'm fine!! OH NO U SHOULD SIT DOWN FOR A WHILE! i was fine i just need to sit down for a min i was gonna lose it! she made me sit for 10 MIN!! and plus drink ginger ale! i didnt want a drink i wanted to sit for a min!! thats all!! uggh so everytime she passed by me ARE U OK ~~SUE~~??!! UGGH! SHE MAKES ME WANT TO KILL HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! and plus it was wicked hot in the nursing home 2day anyway. but still she drives me nuts!!

i wasnt allowed to go shoppin w/ my parents 2day..lol they kinda made it obvious that they were gonna go shoppin for my presents! so all i said was size 8-9 shoe! get a camera w/ lots of memory! lol i made a wish list lol its funny i have some stupid stuff written down like..
ready for this?

*more charms for my bracelet
*digi camara
*anything useful for my room
*anything patriots (my boyz!)
*a phone
*a boyfriend (plz??) prom date maybe?? (lol)
*anything penguins
*a doggie
*a 2005 lincoln navigator
*anything dunkin donuts..med french vanilla iced coffee xtra cream xtra suger melted (LMAO)
*bigger boobs (lmao!)
*my permit
*a guy catalog
*fuzzyslippers
*million $$
*ludacris' new cd
*anything spongebob
*cute thongs
*more clothes

LMAO!! so we'll see what they got me!!! i said to them yea i'll just stay home go on the computer do my laundry watch a movie..talk on the phone lol! and besides i love it when theres no1 home its peaceful!

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